Sometimes I feel asleep inside.
I have a great husband, a cozy home, and we know we are
where God wants us. We feel like we're in that cozy,
preparation time. Things are normal...saving money, having
lots of good fellowship, using our home to love people in.
BUT...sometimes my heart is asleep. My mind knows what's
going on is good. My spirit can't seem to understand the same.
I get angry. Why can't this good stuff be good, Lord? Why
can't I feel?
I've tried ignoring Him, being angry with Him, feeling
Then I got to that point, again. That place where I'm so worn
out. So I cried and I yelled. And once I was done,
I sat in quietness and whispered to Him,
"Awaken my sleeping heart."
We are in a war. Someone is fighting against
us, to make us fall asleep to what our Lord is
doing. I can't think of anything worse than
sleeping through His exceedingly abundantly
Let God awaken us to this truth:
The war is already won. Christ is risen from
the grave, our lives are hidden in Him...so we
Let us live up to what have already attained.